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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

shit it's been a yr since i last posted here.

if you were ever interested in the crap i have to write about, find me on http://www.xanga.com/verbalotus


Friday, August 06, 2004

i got promoted at work!! i'm now the telller coordinator, which means i'm in charge of the tellers and the teller line...and a whole other mess of crap.

it would also entitle me to a raise... yay!!

so i've been busy at work mostly. work > social life; work = life.

i miss my friends though....


Thursday, July 22, 2004

hi!

no, this xanga isn't resurrected. i don't know why i'm blogging here, but i don't know, it's been a while, hasn't it?

even though i do blog somewhere else. hahaha, sometimes i feel as if i have split personalities. but i know it's just me being fickle. that's nothing new really.

so what have i been upto? nothing much really. i've been working full time since june, and i've been thinking of transferring to another branch or posting for a new position, or hell, even looking for work outside the company since i hear that other companies pay more money for the same type of work.

i'm also now a radio personality for a korean/asian pop internet station. that's certainly time consuming, as well as being a moderator for a forum! lol, i've never really thought i'd do something like that since i'm not a forum-type of person, eh?

you know what sucks? my buddy ji hye was in town for two weeks before she had to go back to chicago for summer school, and the last night before she left we didn't know WHAT to do. what's the point of being 21 when you don't club or bar hop? NOTHING! but we did bite up time by eating, driving around, going to dave and busters, and shooting pool. lol, i got hit on by old skeevy guys...why is it that it's always the same type of men? although i do get this one guy who's younger than me that keeps trying to get my number, but the only number i would give him is my work number, hahahaha.

can you imagine july is almost over? half the year, gone in a flash. i wonder where the time goes. probably up my ass. mmm yes, probably.

i'm trying to save up a trip to go somewhere, seriously this time. i'm thinking of going to las vegas, california, hawaii, chicago, or on a cruise. it probably won't be sometime in october/november or the beginning of next year. i haven't thought of asking anyone to go with, and i'm even considering just going by myself, since i ususally do interesting things alone.

i wonder if anyone will read this...

does anyone miss this xanga?


Thursday, February 19, 2004

ngor jong mei serng fong hei/ bei gor wai ngor tao hei/ jo ha ji gei/ kei sut yun yun dor serng hoi yi fei// || i don't wanna exhale yet/ give me room to breathe/ be myself/ usually people who want to can fly// LMF -Fly

what is this that i am doing? when all i wanna do is handle things myself. when all i wanna be is myself. when all i can do is be without.

help? i don't take help well. why? cause i'm too proud to have others tell me how to do it, when to do it, and why i'm doing it if i didn't ask in the first place. i live mine my way. lemme learn the best way i know how. i belong to no one.

"don't ask me questions and i won't tell you lies." time to toss that out the window*

i am who i am without you/ i don't need a man to pull myself through/ i can empower myself and finalize my truth/ resurrect the spirit within and change my point of view// this is my herstory author and publisher/ protagonist and editor/ refuse to stay static i'm a dynamic character/ i'm gettin educated on the mantra of a lotus flower//


Sunday, February 08, 2004

finished the new layout for my website! whooooo! bout time!



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